The Explanation
17
My collection of nightmares, thoughts, and real life situations I've lived
17 is the number tattooed on the right side of my head
My own personal number
Soon to be explained in future interviews or instances
By listening to this album, you are literally, and I cannot stress this enough, literally entering my mind
And if you are not willing to accept my emotion and hear my words fully, do not listen
I do not value your money
I value your acceptance and loyalty
Here is my pain and thoughts put into words
I put my all into this, in the hopes that it will help cure or at least numb your depression
I love you
Thank you for listening
Enjoy
Jocelyn Flores
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty…
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin' on
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin', we're nothin'
I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her, I can't hold on
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
BeenI'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up
I know you so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty…
I know you so well
Depression & Obsession
Depression and obsession doesn't mix well
I'm poisoned and my body doesn't feel well
I ate her, inside and out I feel my stomach turnin'
Make out hill, where we met
We let our lips do all the talkin' and now I'm hooked and...
Depression and obsession don't mix well
Hollywood motels
Hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you
Depression and obsession doesn't mix well
Hollywood motels
Hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you
Everybody Dies in Their Nightmares
Ooh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Don’t go, don’t go to sleep
Don’t go, stay up and don't go
Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feeling like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Only time I feel pain, when I'm feeling love
That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb
Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone
That's why I'm never really alone in the night time
Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached
'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches
I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments
I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic
I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic
Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feeling like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feeling like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feeling like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Don’t go to sleep
Don’t go, stay up with me
Don't go, don’t go to sleep
Don’t go, stay up and don't
Ooooahahh
Don’t go, don’t go to sleep
Don’t go, stay up and don't
Revenge
I think I, I think I finally found a way to forgive myself
From mistakes I made in my past
I think that's the first step, right?
You agree?.
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk
Broken hearts, break bones, so break up fast
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave I'll rot
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk
Broken hearts, break bones, so break up fast
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
In my grave, I'll rot
I'll rot, I'll rot, I'll rot
Is my pain your freedom?
Is all of my pain your freedom?
Enjoy...
Save Me
Who do I have?
Help me in hell, my friend (my friend)
I won't shed a tear
Let them see me in pain again
Hello, from the dark side in
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the fuck is it all gon’ end?
Voices in my head
Telling me I'm gonna end up dead
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don’t wanna be alone
Dead Inside
Dead inside
Spend a lot of time stuck in this head of mine
Under the assumption love is dead, already
Just let me be here
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands, at night?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head, at night
It left me in tears
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head
I'm under the assumption love is dead
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands?
I’m under the assumption love is dead
Seen the vivid pictures in my head
Fuck Love
Baby I need you in my life, in my life
Please bae, don't go switchin' sides, switchin' sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Please bae, don't go switchin' sides, switchin' sides
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh, yeah, ayy
I'm nauseous, I'm dyin'
She ripped my heart right out
Can't find her, someone to—
My eyes are all cried out
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head
I've lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head
Baby I need you in my life, in my life
Please bae, don't go switchin' sides, switchin' sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Please bae, don't go switchin' sides, switchin' sides
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh, yeah
Carry On
How did you get here?
I'm drunk and confused
I tried to be patient with you, yeah
High up, you're falling back down
Trapped in a concept, falsely accused
Was used, and misled
Bitch, I'm hoping you fucking rest in peace
Now the fact that I'm alone is fucking comforting
And I can't seem to shake this fucking feeling in my…
Uh, cold shoulder, heartbroken, misspoken
I'm cut open, her fingers in all my stab wounds
And if she could, she'd probably dance on my grave
Inside my head, I see your face
I fucking hate that I love you still, yeah
Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh
Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh
Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh
Yeah
How did you get here?
I'm drunk and confused
I tried to be patient with you, yeah
High up, you're falling back down
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